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Thursday, November 6, 2008

1:40AM - One Way Or Another

So when I started trying to get my internet browser to load I was miserable and practically in tears. Now there's six people in my living room, I'm four and a half shots plus a mixed drink down and I'm just a sarcastic cunt now.

I'm doubting everything. Its probably really bad for me to, but I can't help it. Oh the joy of paranoia.

We're watching Ray play a racing game. It shouldn't be this hysterical, but it is. This shit is what I live for. And apparently my new nickname is Slink.

Life makes me smile sometimes. Its rather quite strange. This may just be the vodka talking, but we're playing Keep 'em Up with a Socker Bopper (we have the generic version, yes that's what its called) and listening to really old and bad music. Its amazing.

Current mood: drunk
Current music: Time Warp

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1:51PM - When I lose myself I think of you.

So I'm getting sick, which is no big surprise. Jess was sick, Ray is sick, everyone else I know is sick... it sucks. I'm currently cuddling Haze in my bed and drinking tea with honey.

Election Day is over, Obama is president. Which is awesome, I voted for him. What's not awesome is the whole ban on gay marriage in California. I doubt it will last, I can see protestors burning down the governor's house. I'd be holding a torch right along with them.

Job hunting is going the same as always, I'm hoping to have something soon. This also means I have to not be cheap and invest in some retainers for my snakebites.

Haze is batting at my phone with her paw, so that's my cue to put the phone down and pay attention to my kitten.

Gina

Current mood: sick
Current music: purring kitten.

Monday, November 3, 2008

5:34AM - Springtime For Hitler

So we went to New York City on the first. It was gorgeous. We went mainly through Central Park (we got legit honey roasted nuts from a vendor) and Times Square. That was pretty awesome, seeing Times Square all lit up and right in front of us.

The other great thing about NYC was meeting up with James. He will always be my favorite Brit, strolling up to us at the fountain in a suit and tophat with long messy hair. And of course, him being all suave and giving me a twenty to take a cab to Broadway because he knows I'd find it beautiful.

It was beautiful. There were so many amazing shows happening at once. I swear I'm going to see all of them with Jade.

Jess has been EXTREMELY stressed lately, and I think everyone I know has seasonal depression. It's very tension filled in the apartment with Jess snapping every five seconds and Ray treading like we sporadically hid landmines under the carpet. I can't say I blame him, he doesn't really know how to handle Jess in bitch mode. I'm hoping she gets out of it soon, I miss her.

My other important group of friends are practically bi-polar with their outlooks. I can talk to one of them one day and they're on top of the world, then that night everything is horrible and I have to talk them into living. It's really scary, having someone you love tell you they're sick of living.

I'm going to go, I'm getting pretty tired. I have a busy(ish) day tomorrow.

Gina

Current mood: lazy
Current music: Death Cab For Cutie

Thursday, October 30, 2008

4:42PM - Sing This Song

Today is the three month mark since Jesse died. It still feels like it didn't happen. I look at the bracelet that Dad gave me and I think about what an egotistical faggot he is... and I miss him more than I thought possible.

Life's going pretty well, we have plans to go to New York on Saturday because James is in town. He's doing something theatre related, as usual, and invited me up. Naturally I'm bringing a whole entourage with me.

The right side of my snakebites fell out last night - twice, actually - and for a while, because I was too tired to get the screw post back on, I had a hoop on the right side and a stud on the right. Everyone made fun of me.

We're carving pumpkins and making peanut butter Hershey kiss cookies tonight, that will be fun.

Gina

Current mood: blah
Current music: Spyro and Ray cursing it.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

2:37PM - Sneezing attack.

I'm watching Fruba again because I'm a complete dork. I'm really happy because of something that happened two days ago, but I'm not saying what it is. Just know it involved the craziest man I've ever met and it makes me smile.

I think I'm getting sick and I just sneezed about six times in a row. And now I'm in pain. I'm on the phone with someone who's on the phone with someone else while I write this, and I just yell out random things that make him go "wait, what?" It's pretty amusing.

I'm gonna go back to watching Fruba and eating my blueberry muffin.

Gina

Current music: Fruba Theme

Sunday, October 19, 2008

10:07PM - A fairytale for the rejected.

So I'm watching Fruits Basket with Jess. Best show ever, I wish real life was an anime. And a musical. Anime musical. I'm obviously tired.

So my fantastic circle of friends is doing good, two of them actually got engaged. :D So congrats to them, they know who they are! <3

I quit myjob, and we got a third roommate. I'm looking for another job. And I got all my stuff from Florida, so I'm excited.

I'm going to go watch the last few episodes of Fruba, these always enthrall me.

Gina

Current music: Sad music on Fruba.

Friday, October 10, 2008

11:29AM - Wow....

So I finally remembered the password to this journal... and it says in the update area that I haven't updated for 112 weeks... so here's my current life, in a nutshell.

(Help! Help! I'm in a nutshell!)

I moved to Florida for a while, but moved back because one of my best friends was hit by a car and killed. I currently live in a two bedroom apartment with Jess and have a job I hate, but I'm looking for a new one and also going to school in November.

We don't really have money problems, which is a HELLA nice change.

I spend all my time on the phone with a boy I love, even if our friendship is slightly complicated.

I want cookies.

So that's really all I have time for, I have to go feed the kittens. Hopefully I'm going to be able to blog like I used to.

Gina

Current mood: bored
Current music: Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

1:43PM

Stupid Lesbain (8:00:57 PM): today it hought i had 4 toes
AutumnFirerose9 (8:01:03 PM): What?? lol
Stupid Lesbain (8:01:05 PM): lmao
Stupid Lesbain (8:01:09 PM): i was like ogm where is it
Stupid Lesbain (8:01:12 PM): i thought i had 4
Stupid Lesbain (8:01:15 PM): i was so scared
AutumnFirerose9 (8:01:15 PM): you are one WEIRD chick.
AutumnFirerose9 (8:01:20 PM): lmao..

chadpreptondhs: and why wouldn't canada buy my legs?

[03:16] xRaiynex: That bastard has been here before...))
[03:16] Xydel: >_> If I could eat his soul I would..))
[03:17] Xydel: woudl go good with garlic bread me thinks..))
[03:17] Daimon: nah... i dont eat junk food))
[03:17] Xydel: lol))
[03:17] xRaiynex: You two are horrible...))
[03:18] xRaiynex: Mashed potatoes would be SO much better.))
[03:18] Xydel: he deserves it ))
[03:18] Daimon: alittle tarter sauce, some french fries))
[03:18] Minue: no fish & alchohol))

Monday, February 13, 2006

8:47AM

I haven't updated in forever again. I have a tendency to do that, don't I?

Anyway.

Jon and I broke up. He's in Kentucky now.

I reread his livejournal. It's amazing how sappy we once were. Kind of upsetting. But whatever, I guess I can get over it. I just miss being cared for.

So I'm sitting here with Bob and kind of Hannah (she's on the other side of the computer lab). Hannah just got dumped too, apparently.

I got grounded for grades. No play for me. Mr. Wilkinson's kinda pissed at me I think.

Myron wants Josh and I to take over his store. He's going to start getting Wicca stuff in to try and get RM out of business. I like her, though. She gave me tea.

I don't know what else to say, really.

Erick, if you still read this journal, I only have one thing to say to you.

I love you.

And Seph and Rose say hi. *sigh*

Current mood: I can't really tell...
Current music: the library

Saturday, December 10, 2005

11:22PM

ELLIE: what was it.. that weird thing Josh said that one time?

JOSH: Oh! I remember it was in AIM Chat, back in the good olde days and I was like:

"I hear it's amazing when the famous purple stuffed worm in flap-jaw space with the tuning fork does a raw blink on Hara-kiri Rock. I need scissors! 61!"

Nobody said anything for awhile..

You have to love my friends on The Prophecy.

Current mood: tired
Current music: none

Friday, December 9, 2005

8:11PM

So I haven't updated in, like, foreverrrrr.

I've decided that I fucking LOVE Catie. She's my whore. <3 Puffin Muffin! Ha!

This is my site, and you should join it, just 'cause Chris made it pretty:
http://p104.ezboard.com/bharrypotteratl

I <3 my friends.

Merry unbirthday to Amy Bad and Katie <3

I love you Jon.

Current mood: tired
Current music: CSI

Thursday, November 24, 2005

1:11AM

Rest in Peace, Cord.

November 22, 2005

Current mood: sad
Current music: Dry Cell "Body Crumbles"

Thursday, November 10, 2005

3:02PM

So yeah. Opening Night is tonight. And I am really excited. I'm in Mr. WIlkinson's romm with Coco right now, waiting for something to do because it's not even close to five yet. I really should get my liscense soon. I'm sick of being left at school, I really am.

So wish me luck kids, everyone break a leg.

Love you all.

Current mood: excited
Current music: Eagle Eye Cherry "Save Tonight"

Monday, October 17, 2005

10:17PM

Yeah, I haven't updated in, like, forever.

I'm in the fall play. Rumors: A Farce by Neil Simon. I play Claire.

Catie's face melts off of her... face.

Reading stories to the kiddies on Saturday.

I think that's it.

<3

Current mood: tired
Current music: Pokemon LeafGreen

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

5:35PM - Fuck the Life Cycle

I don't even know how to start this entry.

I half way just want to go curl up and cry more.

I found mine and Jon's rabbit dead in his cage an hour ago.

And I've finally stopped crying.

I loved that rabbit. We just buried him in Jon's mom's yard.

I miss him.

Terribly.

Who's going to wake up up in the middle of the night? Who's going to get excited and jump against the cage when either Jon or I walk into the room?

Who's going to do cage gymnastics and cuddle on the bed with us?

I want him back.

I love him.

Cerrennos...

Current mood: heartbroken
Current music: None

Monday, September 12, 2005

4:57PM

...Son of bitch.

Current mood: sad
Current music: Bloody video games

Sunday, September 4, 2005

4:40PM

New icon. Yay.


HARRY: Yeah, but I still have no broom, no teacher, no godfather, and no parents.
LUPIN: Here, have some chocolate.

http://www.riddikulus.org/authors/cleolinda/PAIFM.html

Current mood: amused
Current music: Jon's Video Game

Saturday, September 3, 2005

6:45PM

So, I think I may be getting fired from my job. I couldn't call yesterday to get my schedule, and I was supposed to work today, and the phone was dead this morning. I was able to call at around noon, and Jen said that Di had me taken off the schedule. When I told Jen why, though, she told me it was a pretty good excuse and to call Dianne tomorrow. Hopefully I don't lose my job. I'll be very very mad if I do.

Current mood: headachy
Current music: Phil of the Future

Thursday, September 1, 2005

4:12PM

I bet at least a few of you are wondering why I wasn't in school today.

Well, when I went to bed at 1:30 last night, Jon started convulsing and we were in the emergency room until 6:30.

He's ok now, thank the Goddess.

But that was the scariest night of my life.

Current mood: tired
Current music: Dresden Dolls "Girl Anachronism"

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Friday, November 7, 2008

1:27PM

Life is bullshit. People are bullshit.

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2 rose petals|he loves me, he loves me not

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